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I just thought I should address this, for the sake of talking about it, I suppose. As a result of a year straight of a migraine, I decided to get a brain MRI, and the results, not so good. It's been discovered that I have a sort of a brain hernia, called Cerebellar Tonsillar Ectopia, or Chiari Malformation 0-1. To be honest, I'm terrified of what can happen because of this. Of course I did my research, and my fears have come true. The doctor I was seeing doesn't seem to want to address this problem, so I'm on the search for a specialist. The migraine is still persistent, and I'm still struggling, but at least I know that there is an underlying reason for this problem. 

For now.

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Sick

It's so hard for me to be happy when I'm sick. First it was this wicked cold that started attacking my nerves and then my lungs, and then this wicked migraine, when the cold hasn't even subsided!! Everytime I feel bad, I feel like I start to lose myself, and it's so hard to find it again. On top of this, semester is coming to an end, so stress is piling up there as well, and I'm unable to workout and rid the stress. What am I gonna do!? I need to feel better so I can finish the semester well.. 

I feel like I'm treating everyone like dirt because I feel like crap, especially the boyfriend, and it's not fair to them at all. I feel awful. Sorry everyone..:/

Life currently sucks. 

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