Thursday

On Thursday I find out if I get life changing brain surgery. Brain surgery, you get that? 20 years old. My life is a mess. I'm barely hanging on a thread, mentally and physically. I have nobody standing by my side who is actually there for me. Everybody claims that they care, but who's actually been there for me through it..nobody.. I just need a good cry and a hug..

So anyways. I'll update y'all, but there's a good possibility with my symptoms I'll get it, from what I've been told, and I want it, so keep me in your thoughts. Thanks.

Xx 

S.