Lack of posts

So for whatever reason, my writing hasn't been posting!!!

So an update, for those who are still keeping up with me, thanks by the way:)

My surgeon is a platypus and wants to wait a year to do surgery. My symptoms are increasing dramatically. And I'm miserably in pain every single day. So it makes class super fun but whatever I guess! 

I'm hanging in there, somehow, some way. But my next post will be about something that truly bothered me this past week, so stay alert:) 

xoxo

Sam 

Thursday

On Thursday I find out if I get life changing brain surgery. Brain surgery, you get that? 20 years old. My life is a mess. I'm barely hanging on a thread, mentally and physically. I have nobody standing by my side who is actually there for me. Everybody claims that they care, but who's actually been there for me through it..nobody.. I just need a good cry and a hug..

So anyways. I'll update y'all, but there's a good possibility with my symptoms I'll get it, from what I've been told, and I want it, so keep me in your thoughts. Thanks.

Xx 

S.