Becoming Attached....

The worst part about becoming attached is there is always something that causes that attachment to break... and it shatters your heart. Tonight, I found out one of my families with two of the kids I watch is moving states. I've known these kids for nearly two years now, and I can't even begin to explain what they mean to me. This is incredibly hard for me to handle, because I have been in this situation before. It doesn't ever work out, I will lose them, and they will forget about me.. E and D, I love you boys. Thank you so much for helping me mature and grow as an individual, for showing me what it's like to actually live life, to love living.. I'm gonna miss you so much.. You don't always like me at times, and you beat me up sometimes when we're together, but we've always had so much fun when we're together. It's been so neat watching you grow. It's gonna be hard having to watch you grow through a computer screen. Thank you for all the experiences. 

I do wish your family the best, although I am being a bit selfish, you guys deserve it.

Love you guys.

S-